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Wednesday, May 9, 2007
i just cnt believe that this sem will be over soon. man! this whole term has been sucha pain but it has its wonderful moments but mostly late nights and coffee. i think im addicted into it. my gosh! anyway, i will try to take less on it during my break well i cnt really think of my break first cz i have to think about my up coming examz. Ohh! by the way, we talked last night. ya i know. i said i will not talk but i guess im being such a softy again. hay! but it was nice to heard his voice like that. i missed the fella. i try not to think about him but his dumb face really pops up. it can irritating you know sometimes. Hey! i dnt hate the fella but sometimes i just get so distrub. i love him no doubt about it. I know we are growing but sometimes i help but wonder if we are both heading in the same direction.
Things at home is pretty shakey because of the rumors that is going around about my family and stuff. Back in singapore, our life was like this but this is way worse. i can see how my parents take it. that my mom has no mood to stay here anymore. to be honest, i couldnt agree more. i dnt want to stay here anymore. we never done anything but still people think that we are this and that. its like they should know my family more compare to those "people" who says tall tales about my family. Come on! we are but simple and average bunch of people who works hard to achieve and are willing to help if we can. i am not really a out spoken type of person but if these carrys on like this i will be a change person in a sec. Thats normal of coz.
You know during this whole term i have met many types of people. People who i kinda like as a friend as well as deeper understanding towards my old friends here. i came to know some people who seem to like me more than a friend. if i was single i might think about it but im really in love with him despite his flaws but who is perfect anyway. they just remain as my friends. I will miss my "big" brothers and sisters after 18 may. i wish i could gave them something but i just cnt think of anything....
im really worry for my final papers will be and i still have a report to finish up. i must do this. im still thinking about me studying somewhere else. but may be not now. I think he does not really thinking of me that much. i mean i always end up messing up things with him. i let him down too much that i think he might actually think twice about it. then a question remains here. what will happen to me if he does change his mind? when all my dreams include him now....
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