i know no matter what i do memories of the past will linger in mind and no matter how much i really try to erase them..i simply cant maybe for HIM, he could do it but for me everything was so real and what i feel and what i felt even now are/was real so real that tears just wont stop falling whenever i remember them but i know it was never meant to be even from the start....because if he ever did...he would have at least know and understand my side instead of denying of what happen..forgive sounds good..forget i don't think i could...i know time heals but I'm still waiting..... i wish he knows that despite all of this i truly wish him the best with the new love he has found...and that happiness i know he has been looking for..he has found it at last....i will miss him but i know its no used because to him i was nothing but a "used" thing....
This song is for him...
Listen @ 11:14 PM
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
"Kristian says: *GOD said Trials are Not REASONS to Give up, But A CHALLENGE To IMPROVE Our Lives, it is not An EXCUSE To Back Out, But An INSPIRATION to Move FORWARD... Juvz says: *thats nice..thank you for sharing.. Kristian says: *yesterday is history, tommorow is mystery, today is a gift that's why they called it present"
it was a weird feeling after seeing that page that piece of news...how he (ex) is in a relationship now...i didn't know what to feel.....but i guess i should have known that it will lead to that soon...i cried..so much...for a reason i don't know....he never did care and as moved on with this girl...so why should i care?...since he is happy now...and we no longer friends...its just sad...even as friends he didn't even fight for me...i pray i will really full forget him just like he has already done...if he can do it..forgetting everything that has happen between us with such a breeze why cant i?..i keep asking that myself...sadly, i don't have the answer...
