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If I Were a Boy Lyrics by Beyoncé

If I were a boy




Even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go






Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

And I'd never get confronted for it

Cause they stick up for me





If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed






If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleeping alone






I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'll be faithful,

Waiting for me to come home, to come home.






If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed






It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake,

Think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong






But you're just a boy

You don't understand

And you don't understand, ohhhh

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you're taking her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed






But you're just a boy





Listen @ 2:46 PM




so many things i wish i didnt do or say but like what they say " you cant undone what has been done" how true but how unfair it is..i mean what if you didnt all out in angry or becuz there was an misunderstanding between them. i mean we are human begins not God so we do make mistakes but sadly some just dont see this they made it so hard on you that once you made a mistake thats that...its over..game over! its all bullshit!


i wish just once a guy will have the guts to actually say i made my mistake and really work out into making it better instead of just giving up or running away from it. what happen to those times spent those moments spent as freinds then lovers....why cant they just say sorry and really meant it and then actually fix it? was it all really a lie when they say they loved you so much and that in the end its you they see in their future......


the most ironic part of all this eventhough its been 5 long months since it happened i still freaking miss the dude and what hurts even the worst is that he is there happy and loving someone new while i am here still cant shake him off my freaking mind......
Listen @ 12:30 AM




i know its been a long period of time and he has moved on and is already loving someone else but why is it i still think of him..this feeling whenever i see something that would remind me of that him....a song or something......how can he make it so easy to forget while i m having such a hard time....i thought i was over him but i was only bluffing myself with what i actual feel. i hate this...one minute i will be so happy the next i will be feeling so down because a thought suddenly cross my mind you know i really did tired my best i mean i started dating someone else now but its so hard because i feel its wrong..its just wrong...why must i love him this much when he never did?...i was so used...so fooled by someone who i gave my all only to be throw just like that...its not fair....but i know life is never fair in the first place but its so hard.........

my only hope is to get out of this place. this place where everywhere i turn or go to something would remind me of him.......i simply cant stand it anymore..i want to get out somewhere anywhere just not here....please...tell me how can i forget him fast.......i wish i can tell my heart to stop loving him but i cant...i simply cant......


something to say..

i love you so much
but you love someone else
i gave you my whole heart
but you gave me half of yours
i was there for you when you needed someone
but you left me when i needed you the most
i'm crying my heart out
but you are loving with heart out with someone else
i was left in the dark crying
but you are laughing like as if nothing happened...
Listen @ 12:15 AM




NO more please..

i guess there have been so many things happening but one thing i wish is that my heart will be finally be at peace....what he did is really unspeakable but yet i see no judges being done for what he did to me. he is there smiling and with someone who is even related to his past. i wish i can forget him NOW but i know it will be hard but im not giving up...he will never see me cry again..because now i know he is not even worth all this mostly my tears. he will get what he deserve.....





I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cuz I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truly
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

Per-chorus:
My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Chorus:
This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...


Listen @ 7:01 PM




i just never really thought that i will end up feeling that way when it happened. i felt like i was such a failure....i know i did all i could to make it work out even thought there were people who are hoping that it wouldn't work out which it did because the man who i thought was worth it just prove to me that he is so weak and just left me there to face everything by myself...to be honest, i almost went crazy...as in go mental on myself..i could sleep and eat well...my weight was decreasing it seems like a good thing but i sometimes feel so lost..and every second i will find myself crying in the room or in the restroom by myself.....i was so heartbroken that i couldn't control my own emotions....but yet HE is living it up there like as if nothing happen like no one got hurt........he thought wrong.....sadly, he didn't even thought of my own feelings when he just give up.....he thought of himself alone....i wish i can ask him in person why...why did he do this to me after all i gave from my whole heart?....now, he is with another person just like that as if he just got tired of me so that's that......... i dont like what has happen to me now? i used to be such a cheerful person and now...its like its been taken away from me who i was by someone guy who i gave my whole world to but just throw me aside like some used doll after being played at....but the ironic part of all of this i still have feelings for him and sadly i still miss him even thought i have told myself a thousand and one times its over....why did i hold on to someone like him who just let go of me even when i was still holding on to it?...he is so selfish......i hate him but i dont....its so confusing or i have really gone insane for loving someone as unworth as him.........

but i have let someone else in because i want to move on and simply forget all that has happen to me but thought he knows well that I'm still very much in pain he is willing to be there and by my friend someone who i know i can turn to that's what he says to me. i like him a lot now but I'm afraid to love him fully. he knows this but is still willing to wait. it made me wonder i wish i can turn back the time and had chosen him instead of my ex......because to my ex, i was nothing but a used doll....i guess he never did love me as much as i did i just wish my heart will understand this and stop loving him now......

but why do i still love him when its already over from the start?


Listen @ 12:28 AM




Too busy to go to bed? Having trouble getting quality sleep once you do? Your health may be at risk

By Sarah Baldauf

You may literally have to add it to your to-do list, but scheduling a good night's sleep could be one of the smartest health priorities you set. It's not just daytime drowsiness you risk when shortchanging yourself on your seven to eight hours. Possible health consequences of getting too little or poor sleep can involve the cardiovascular, endocrine, immune, and nervous systems. In addition to letting life get in the way of good sleep, between 50 and 70 million Americans suffer from a chronic sleep disorder—insomnia or sleep apnea, say—that affects daily functioning and impinges on health. Consider the research:

1) Less may mean more. For people who sleep under seven hours a night, the fewer zzzz's they get, the more obese they tend to be, according to a 2006 Institute of Medicine report. This may relate to the discovery that insufficient sleep appears to tip hunger hormones out of whack. Leptin, which suppresses appetite, is lowered; ghrelin, which stimulates appetite, gets a boost.

2) You're more apt to make bad food choices. A study published this week in the Journal of Clinical Sleep Medicine found that people with obstructive sleep apnea or other severely disordered breathing while asleep ate a diet higher in cholesterol, protein, total fat, and total saturated fat. Women were especially affected.

3) Diabetes and impaired glucose tolerance, its precursor, may become more likely. A 2005 study published in the Archives of Internal Medicine found that people getting five or fewer hours of sleep each night were 2.5 times more likely to be diabetic, while those with six hours or fewer were 1.7 times more likely.

4) The ticker is put at risk. A 2003 study found that heart attacks were 45 percent more likely in women who slept for five or fewer hours per night than in those who got more.

5) Blood pressure may increase. Obstructive sleep apnea, for example, has been associated with chronically elevated daytime blood pressure, and the more severe the disorder, the more significant the hypertension, suggests the 2006 IOM report. Obesity plays a role in both disorders, so losing weight can ease associated health risks.

6) Auto accidents rise. As stated in a 2007 report in the New England Journal of Medicine, nearly 20 percent of serious car crash injuries involve a sleepy driver—and that's independent of alcohol use.

7) Balance is off. Older folks who have trouble getting to sleep, who wake up at night, or are drowsy during the day could be 2 to 4.5 times more likely to sustain a fall, found a 2007 study in the Journal of Gerontology.

8) You may be more prone to depression. Adults who chronically operate on fumes report more mental distress, depression, and alcohol use. Adolescents suffer, too: One survey of high school students found similarly high rates of these issues. Middle schoolers, too, report more symptoms of depression and lower self-esteem.

9) Kids may suffer more behavior problems. Research from an April issue of the Archives of Pediatric and Adolescent Medicine found that children who are plagued by insomnia, short duration of sleeping, or disordered breathing with obesity, for example, are more likely to have behavioral issues like attention deficit hyperactivity disorder.

10) Death's doorstep may be nearer. Those who get five hours or less per night have approximately 15 percent greater risk of dying—regardless of the cause—according to three large population-based studies published in the journals Sleep and the Archives of General Psychiatry.
Listen @ 4:03 PM






The song was released to radio stations on September 26, 2008 in the United States.The lyrics to "Womanizer" were posted on Spears's official website on Jive records a day earlier. A week before the official premiere, on September 19, 2008 a low quality 40-second clip from "Womanizer" was leaked via Nashville's 107.5 The River.Jive later released a statement to MTV stating that the clip was from the "rough mix" of the track, not the finalized single.The DJ who played the clip was later suspended and fined $250,000 by Jive Records.By September 27, the song had leaked in high quality format.
Listen @ 1:58 PM



My Best Friends Girl-movie Trailer 2008



Tank, a guy hired to take girls on horrible dates so they crawl back to the boyfriends they dumped, struggles with his libido and the meaning of friendship when his best pal needs his help with the girl who dumped him.
Staring Dane Cook, Kate Hudson, Jason Biggs, Alec Baldwin
Listen @ 8:27 PM




today is my younger brother's birthday and i was not able to get him anything...so i just prayed for him when i work up early this morning a special prayer for his birthday. then a few minutes later, the laundry boy came with our newly washed cloths, then when this guy happen to drop his cellphone my mom, being a very generous person, suddenly said "do you want another cellphone?.." hearing this something in my gut was telling me this is BAD NEWS..as it turn out to be it was a bad news..she gave away my FIRST cellphone the only phone that i was dreaming of ever since i saw in one of my favorite movie " NOW THAT I HAVE YOU". it was so heart breaking but its gone now..she did asked me if i want to give it but my mom should at least know how I'm such a sentimental type of person that even my FIRST book i never throw more or less my FIRST cellphone...its like so senseless of her to actually think i want it to happen but i know if i speak back at her she will just end up being mad at me and then the rest of the day will be ohh so fuck up again....i dont want that to happen so right now im just writing it down all this feelings of mine hoping it will be gone at least. its hard to let that thing that became part of my life but sometimes we just need to let go of something that way new things will come by. i learn that in my life so far...You lose some and you win some but losing them does not mean that they are forever lost their memories will always be in my heart. i will really miss my cellphone my baby and my friend.. its actually talking about my cellphone like this but like i said i am a very sentimetal person. For me, people or things as long as it becomes part of my life i just grew so attach to it...maybe thats why it hurts sometimes...not many undertsand this...... do you undertsand it? gosh! being emo is so emo...
Listen @ 10:59 AM