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Friday, July 4, 2008
i really did try to make as if all is normal.but honestly, when i saw those pictures of him i felt" he is happier now..." why must i force myself to go inside his life now when its clearly seen that i am already been cross out by him. is this ironic or is it my fault? i ask myself since last night...maybe from the start i should have just be more cruel and just don't talk to him anymore maybe i will feel much better and who knows we can still be friends but from the looks of what has happen and words that were exchange last night i guess even friendship is not good enough anymore and besides he and someone are close. from the many pictures of him in her profile...man! i hate this why should i be jealous when in fact i don't have the right now.....maybe its better to stay away from him na.....i don't want to see myself be hurt by someone like him who never treasure the word "forever".....to him its all make believe..he got me there because i was so foolish enough to believe in that forever...i live and build my world on it but only to be what to be broken down by someone as heartless and cruel guy ever. i hate him so much...he never works for what he wants in life and worst of all he never
fights for it...i guess i was never worth after all.....
bullshit!!!
how could you do this to me? when all i ever wanted from you was to love me like what you have promise me in the 1st place.....
Listen @ 11:09 AM