its been a long time since it ended. i know i tried everything to make it work out again but it just wont work because he didn't do anything to make it work. he is just there waiting or maybe actually all along he just doesn't want to make it work out again. In the end, once again he made me feel that i was such a fool to believe in everything that he has said before plus with the promise he told me that he will love me forever. i guess his forever is when till he finds other to replace the other. That is so such a guy thing! i can't believe he is such a type of a person. But honestly, i guess i was not surprise at all. he is a guy after all and clearly he does not fight for what he wants in life. i thought he loved me so much that he will be the one who will tell me "let's try it again" RISKs! he never will never be man enough to actually do this because all he wants in his life is all easy play...life is never easy. you have to fight and work for it to make it work out, to achieve that goal that happiness you wish to have but sadly, he does not see this he just wants it all easy. i wish i never fell in love with someone like him knowing in the end i will be the one who will get so hurt because i truly gave all and everything but he is just not man enough to fight for me fight for us....maybe right now he is with someone new over there because its easy for him...i wish i can say "i wish him happiness.." but no...for once i will be cruel for once i will be brave enough to say to him.."i wish you hell..." all you said was a lie you never loved me the way you promise you will instead u let me go without thinking how i felt and how i was just waiting for you to say "stay.." for us.....you promised but you only broke it when you did nothing at all......