
i guess all this while i still hope that there will be another chance for us to start over again to work it again....
i think i'm just fooling and hurting myself into thinking that i can still be with you like that when clearly you don't want this to actually work...Honestly, i was hoping every time when its my time or my turn to use the computer i hoped i will see you online and chat with you but i know it only happens by chance and plus you don't need to be online because im nobody to you but just a person from your past...it hurts but its the truth. sometimes i wish that didn't that whole thing didn't happen between us but you know i was hoping that you will ask me to pitch it up with you because i was worth it but till now nothing happens....so what does it mean? i thought you said forever...my baby pooh knows how much i pray and wish you will tell me you love me and you want me with you like before promise never let me go.....



