i thought then that forever was in your arms but i was wrong you didnt even ANYTHING to make it work out for us. i was always the one who was always giving in to your needs while you just stand there like asshole. i thought it can still work out but you didnt do anything to make it work. you didnt even leave a sweat. you cried you said?! heck! you think crying was all it needed in the first place. have you ever thought what i felt how was i doing? im sick so sick that my depression is killing inside but do u care hell no! i dont want to make it this way. i was so hurt by what you are doing but you just take it that its my fault?! are you really so unfeeling by nature? have you ever care for me at all? did you actually love me before or i was just your playing toy that you just fool around with and after getting tired from it you just give up just like that! boy! was i really so stupid to actually believe everything you said all that promises...why? why do you have to do this to me? i never did anything bad to you? i gave you everything you ask me for? i gave my whole heart my whole me but why did you play me like this and the worst part of it you didnt even fight for me. why?....i never betray you i was so faithful to you...
i dont want this anymore...im getting so sick now and my head is getting so painful..you knew that i always have chest pains and headaches that are so painful...im scared that i might actually have a heart attack because its really painful but do u care? was i ever worth anything to you at all? after all i gave you, show you...i did it with my whole heart...i was very true to you but were you to yourself?....im scared of my own health now....you are killing me slowly..why? when all i did was just love you true and pure.........