i cant believe i end up watching "the mummy" instead of "a very special love" i cant believe i was this close but sadly so far...there was such a long line for that movie "a very special love" compare to "the mummy" that we have to watch that instead. The whole movie was not that bad Jet Li is a very good actor and villain but i was looking forward to watching Sarah and John lloyd's new movie. I guess i will just buy the VCD of it that way i can watch him over and over again hehehe he is so dreamy talaga..well ya now back home with my cousin and his gf. soon they will be married =) i wish i can be one too but i dont think not that soon i must find someone who will marry me first haha nah! i know i will find him or he will find me. i might have gone through so much lately and honestly, not compeletly heal but i know God is good he is working on me right now =) its not easy to forget honestly but i know i wnt be able after all that. i gave my all my whole heart, my whole self which i never gave before honestly but whats done is done. he made his choice and i made mine. eventhough, i was not one of it but i wish him well. my last post i was really taken aback by what i was when i log in my multply account and saw that his stautes has changed. like i said i felt a twist so painful that reality is so hard to accept but its there right at my face that its over. its really over.... you know i cant help but feel so used after it though because of something i gave it eventhought i was not force to it but i thought it might at least something but sadly it didnt afterall...i guess thats what hurts the most because it was my first time and i believed in forever so much but
foolishly i was fooled by my own heart....its too late for regets because whats done is done right? i just wish he condern that part what happen between of us. i just wish he did....