
i did what i had to do i guess....thought its hurting me inside by doing it but i have to do it because i want to smile again and be myself again. its his lost not mine he was the one who gave up not me. i tried God knows how much i tried to make it work but he just gave it up without even trying anything.....how could he be this cruel? so heartless?....he thinks that everything is all okie because he didnt lose anything but I DID! you said you are not like any other guys but right now you asshole you just prove yourself that you are dumb shit!! you think you have problems ya ya like a baby boy always yawning but have you ever thought that maybe you just need to grow up be look at it everything that has come pass you as a challneage instead of problem! I know you are do it but why dont you believe it yourself? you told me once you didnt ask me to call or text you everyday ya i know that but i was doing it because i was ASURRING you that i just here every step of the way but Fuck! you never see it this way. All i ever did was support u all the way and love as much as i can give...i gave you all that i have now even my whole heart but what did you do?! You think is that easy to say all that you said before....you think is that easy to forget everything ha?! maybe why you can say all this is because you have someone there now and had moved on...let ask you this now... NOW THAT YOU GOT WHAT WANT FROM ME WHO ELSE ARE YOU TRYING TO FOOL NOW JUST TO SATISFY YOUR OWN SELFISH NEEDS?!
i just cant believe you did this to me. i never played a fool with other people i remind faithful till the end but why cant you let us try it again...you are so unfair so heartless....i was left with nothing when i thought you were my everything......but why is it that i still love you now even if you have hurt me this much.....



