so many things i wish i didnt do or say but like what they say " you cant undone what has been done" how true but how unfair it is..i mean what if you didnt all out in angry or becuz there was an misunderstanding between them. i mean we are human begins not God so we do make mistakes but sadly some just dont see this they made it so hard on you that once you made a mistake thats that...its over..game over! its all bullshit!
i wish just once a guy will have the guts to actually say i made my mistake and really work out into making it better instead of just giving up or running away from it. what happen to those times spent those moments spent as freinds then lovers....why cant they just say sorry and really meant it and then actually fix it? was it all really a lie when they say they loved you so much and that in the end its you they see in their future......
the most ironic part of all this eventhough its been 5 long months since it happened i still freaking miss the dude and what hurts even the worst is that he is there happy and loving someone new while i am here still cant shake him off my freaking mind......