i know its been a long period of time and he has moved on and is already loving someone else but why is it i still think of him..this feeling whenever i see something that would remind me of that him....a song or something......how can he make it so easy to forget while i m having such a hard time....i thought i was over him but i was only bluffing myself with what i actual feel. i hate this...one minute i will be so happy the next i will be feeling so down because a thought suddenly cross my mind you know i really did tired my best i mean i started dating someone else now but its so hard because i feel its wrong..its just wrong...why must i love him this much when he never did?...i was so used...so fooled by someone who i gave my all only to be throw just like that...its not fair....but i know life is never fair in the first place but its so hard.........
my only hope is to get out of this place. this place where everywhere i turn or go to something would remind me of him.......i simply cant stand it anymore..i want to get out somewhere anywhere just not here....please...tell me how can i forget him fast.......i wish i can tell my heart to stop loving him but i cant...i simply cant......
something to say..
i love you so much
but you love someone else
i gave you my whole heart
but you gave me half of yours
i was there for you when you needed someone
but you left me when i needed you the most
i'm crying my heart out
but you are loving with heart out with someone else
i was left in the dark crying
but you are laughing like as if nothing happened...