First Love
I wanted to give this to him but i thought maybe its not a good idea afterall...its silly but i actually just dreamt of him just before the clock hits 12 midnight (New year). i miss him but i must stop it. its gone and he has someone else now. I will find the right guy..someday for now..i will be happy no more tears and no more what i used to be...this coming year will be a different year..i will not let anyone hurt me like that and make a fool out of me like that ever again...i will be strong for myself and family. before i become that person..i just wanna say.." i will miss you my old self..and good bye....."



