i hate the fact that i still cry at night...whenever i close my eyes tears will fall.....why? its been so long ago but why wont it stop...why wouldn't it leave me alone?.....he is the most heartless guy i have ever met..but yet i loved him that much that i let him destroy myself...now he is with someone new like as if its just nothing happen..when im here crying...becuase i lost something much more....how can i face anyone?...when i was used just like a doll...by a guy who never even thought of my feelings.....used..hurt...i dont want this anymore....but memories of him is like cuts to my heart....he told me i was the one..promised me so much things but in the end i was the fooled...who believed so much.....i want him killed but i dare not........why must i be this soft to him after what he did to me was so painful he didnt even spare any thought on how i felt... ...i really wish karama is true....just for him..i wish it will be true......
"Your memory is breaking my heart.
I'll pretend I'm OK with it all,
Act like there's nothing wrong."
